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Wow it's never lasted two days before. I hope it's only two days, I'm not sure how many days of all these people we could take. Some of them are really ...excitable. And have creepy information. But it's not that bad. It's kinda fun.

[ooc: anything goes.]

I'm really not getting the big thing with the bear, it was annoying. That's all. Just plain annoying old annoying and a lot better than some of the things here. It kind of seemed cute even. Not as cute as seeing living child versions of your friends made to be on a TV show but ...no wait maybe that was just creepy. But Wolvie and Lil' Colossus were adorable... yeah maybe I just shouldn't go there. Because a talking bear that interrupts would probably make a great addition to one of Mojo's TV show's and I really don't think I want to jinx things and end up with a giant green blob here. Oh crap. I probably just did.

At least things haven't been that bad this month.

( Filtered to Kaidan || Unhackable )

( Private to Self )

October kind of makes me wish I was still a kid. Things were so much more simple before I turned thirteen, I kind of miss that. What I really miss though is trick or treating, because really free candy? That's just awesome. I honestly can't remember the last time I went though...or did anything for Halloween. It might be kind of fun to actually have a Halloween party, complete with the dressing up.

Kind of weird to think next month is Thanksgiving and then Hanukkah and Christmas. It'll be ...weird not being home for the holidays. Not that we really had that much time to celebrate or anything. Guess I'll see if I'm still around here then, I doubt this place would let you really celebrate.

From what I've read it kind of seems like the City's curses get worse around this time of year.

( Private to self )

Now for distracting me from thinking or talking about crap. How geeky does it sound to say you've played checkers in essence with yourself? Because I've played before against a computer. The computer won most of the time...I think that makes me sound like a loser there. I was beaten at checkers by a computer.

How many people here come from worlds that have movies? I'm trying to find some really old horror or science fictions ones. I've been trying to think of some, so far I've gotten: Planet of the Apes, The Creature from the Black Lagoon, Night of the Living Dead, and Nosferatu. Anyone else have any suggestions?

What's she so sad about? It's just beer.

Are you talking about me to yourself?

Oh. Right. You, doll.

It's not the beer. It's what I saw. You know when it sometimes shows you things.

Yeah, not really. Just dropped in, kid.

It shows you things. From your world, sometimes. Sometimes not.

Now that's a fountain that could give ya the heebie jeebies.
If it showed good things it'd be better.

Yeah, but where's the fun in that?

There's nothing fun about what it shows.

Par for the course, right? Least that's what this 'guide' thing says.

Still doesn't make it fun to see someone I love suffering so much. Just because the City says we have to all get screwed over and so does my own world, it doesn't mean it's fun

Well, you're just FULL of sunshine and daisies, aren't you.

Right now? No. Damn fountain just showed me images of the guy I love back home hurting because of me. And here I don't even know about -- no. I'm not. You should find better company.

Hey, you crashed MY parade, kid. Here I was, minding my own business, and there you were. [his voice softens a bit] Hey, it can't be all THAT bad, doll.

I'm sorry....It kind of is though. I-I miss him. But there's someone here that I love and I'm not even sure if he wants me that way and I don't know. I should be home, I should be there for them. But I won't be. So yeah it is kinda bad.

Kid, if this guy doesn't want you, he's blind. [pause] You won't be?

Right [laughs sarcatstically.] I'm sorry I crashed your parade or whatever. I just, this isn't a good day. I need to go.

You're not the only one with problems, dollface.

You're right, they do. I'm just being selfish here. So what if he doesn't want me or if I can't do anything for people in my world as things get even more screwed up? So what if this stupid fountain only shows pain? So what right? I'm sorry.

[ooc: Backdated to around noon Blue font= Joey Mallone who she happened to have run into at the fountain while looking at images the fountain showed her (mainly of Peter) and trying to decide if they were real or not. Plus beer everywhere which brings thoughts of home and perhaps she's had some to drink on her own.]

I regret what things I've done, I wish there'd been another way to handle some of those things. But I'm not sorry I did them. It was a choice between someone and the lives of people I care about, that was an easy choice. I don't think I'll ever not feel guilty about it, but I'd do it again.

There was a time when we'd try to do anything before resorting to the "whatever it takes" method. I'm not sure if it's that we have no choice but to go there or if it's just that we're different. Maybe we're all more willing to do whatever it takes. I mean we try to keep people safe, we fight for people who hate us. I gave up my life for people that hate us. But still we can't make anything better. So what choice do we have but to do whatever it takes?

But there have been times back home, when I've wanted to kill someone because they'd hurt someone I love. But I didn't and sometimes I wish I had. Maybe I deserved to be judged for that, I suppose it does make me a bad person in some ways.

I don't know, I just wonder what the point was. Was there even a point or are we just meant to suffer more for the deities amusement? It's not like there's really "right" and "wrong" in the world is there? I used to think they was. But now everything is just gray.

[Kitty's sitting in the corner of her cell, her clothes are stained with dark crimson splotches, dirt, and her hair is tangled and falling into her face. It's obvious she's been hurt badly and her hands are covered in both fresh blood and dried blood. Her expression gives away little of the fear inside of her and even less of the pain she's feeling. There's no reason for her to try to stay strong but she feels like she has no other choice. she has to stay strong here. Her eyes widen a bit as the sound of footsteps coming towards her cell can be heard.]

[When she speaks it's extremely quite.]

Don't...don't come back...

[The cell door opens and she slowly pushes herself to her feet. Someone is speaking to her but their words can't be made out. She tries to keep her voice as strong as she can but it's obviously wavering. ]

I won't. I-I'm not sorry. It was her or them! What else was I supposed to do?! It...it was the only choice I had...They're more important..

Don't ...don't make me fight them again...I won't!

[A dark figure approaches her and she takes a stance to fight, she's barely strong enough to hold herself up though and is quickly knocked down by her captor. The video feed cuts off without a sound from Kitty.]

[There's the sound of movement before Kitty starts to ramble. She has no idea that there's anything recording any of this. She sounds a bit younger but that could be explained by her possibly being drunk. Too bad that's not the real reason. The real reason is that she's much younger now.]

Okay seriously how is it that I'm like the only one not completely drunk and yet I'm the one lost? Really? Go to a bar and end up lost. Last time I agree to go to a bar with a hot British guy. Maybe I'm more drunk than I thought...then again I wasn't one of the ones dancing on the table. [Giggly laughter] If only I'd had a camera for that.

Damn...somehow I know this is his fault. He's totally going home alone tonight. Good luck with that.

[ooc: circa Excalibur during their time on Muir Island.]

I kind of like the mountain, the higher you get the more snow there is and it's really beautiful in it's own way. It reminds me of something that happened a long time ago in Japan. They have really beautiful mountains there. Not that I really had much time to think about things like that when I was there. At least not that time. I've really been thinking too much lately.

Anyway so how many people have been up to the top now? I heard someone put a flag on top anyone else?

( Private || Hackable to Friends )

Some people have important items that have such intense sentimental meaning that they can't imagine doing without them. I wonder is there anything from your world you really miss? Something material, like an object or maybe even a food? Is there anything you miss so much and that was so important to you that you'd be willing to make a deal for? Just kind of curious about that.

(  Filtered || Rachel, Remy, and Kaidan )

( [Private; Kaidan] )

[ The video switches on as Kitty walks into her room, she's covered in what appears to be the blood and goo of something that couldn't have possibly been human. She rakes a hand through her matted hair and sighs closing the door behind her.]

Seriously this is disgusting. Moments like this I really really wish Lockheed was here, no offense little cat but somehow I doubt you'd do much against monsters. Unless there's something you haven't told us like you're secretly a warrior cat or something. That'd be helpful, Mercy are you a warrior cat that can help keep me from getting in a mess like that again?

It was really interesting though...I would have liked to have seen more of what they were doing but I can say that it really seems like the sound of fighting draws more....and ...

Oh shit, that's it cat you don't get to come in my room before me ever again.

[Kitty leans in towards the camera and flicks it off.]

[End Video]

Word of advice to those of you with pets, always check your webcams or devices or any type of recording device before you start talking to yourself. Because the pet could have turned it on by "accident" while you weren't in the room. Thanks for that cat. So ignoring the entire video part I do have something I wanted to ask the Network.

How many of you have gone to the Underground or make regular trips down there? If so has anyone ever noticed particular patterns displayed by any of the monsters? Like ever noticed if they congregate together or just come together when they hear noises? Or are there certain paths that they don't frequent as much? Any information like that at all would be helpful for what I'm working on.

Well that was just a blast. Except you know not really. I really don't like these weekends of random curses. Or maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I got something simple, like I don't know being a guy for a day, or a kid, or an animal, I'd go with an animal too. But no I get here's what your life could have been. At least I didn't kill anyone, there's something positive. Except I really suck at being positive about anything.

Although I really have been wondering something, is my world the only world where people don't always stay dead? I mean any other people have worlds where people come back to life...a lot?

Rachel, when do you think you'll be coming back? I'm going to go out and buy some ice cream any particular flavors you'd like?

( [Filtered || Kaidan )

If this is an attempt to get out of paying our contract you will find it isn't going to end well for whomever you are.

I must admit I'm a bit lost here, I woke up in a room and almost killed myself tripping over technical equipment and now that I'm outside I've realized I'm clearly not in Japan anymore. Is there actually a point to having three computers in one room?

[A very deep sigh]

If anyone can tell me the name of where I am I'm sure I can make it back on my own. I can't seem to find anywhere that actually mentions that around this city. I have an appointment to keep with a certain man and I'd hate to disappoint my Master by missing it.

[ooc: First sentence in italics is spoken in Japanese. Background information is simply that Kitty was never broken free from Ogun's control so she's been working with him all these years. So she doesn't know anyone in the City or any of the X-Men. She's also an assassin and her appointment was with someone she was supposed to kill. Mentioning Logan will be met with anger because she thinks he's dead.]

Anyone have any idea what that was yesterday? The whole friends succeeding in killing you trying to kill you thing? It had to have just been some sort of curse and seriously deities that's just messed up. Don't we have enough issues without you trying to make brand new ones? We can do that really well all on our own, thanks for the help though.

To anyone that heard the explosion yesterday, everything's fine sort of. You know except a ton of my equipment and projects but Rachel and the cats are all fine. Speaking of that has...did anyone meet with Rachel yesterday? Or has anyone seen her?

( Filtered || Rachel Grey )

Ever wonder what it is that defines trust? What makes you know that even if something's been broken it can be fixed? I'm not sure. Trust get's broken all the time, but with some people it can be recovered quickly and with other people you never want to take that chance again. Why? Is it because there are some people you just can't not have in your life?

Wow that's just a lot of questions but opinions are always welcome. It'd be interesting to see if definitions of trust are similar in all worlds. I'd think they would be, people are people right?

( Filtered|| Rachel Grey )

No I won't do it!

[A long pause]


Just a dream...he's not...I wouldn't...oh God.